'US' or 'U'-'S'

'THOSE TWO OF A KIND,JOINED TOGETHER SOME NUTS AND MADE A HEART.THEY WERE CRAZY.'

Now,I absolutely have no idea about what is your perception about my home-made recent illustration.And,honestly I don't wanna know.Oh!No,I can't be that rude as a blogger.But my today's blog is very general and does not encompass real-life stuff,so sorry to disappoint you.Well,It's good to be back blogging again.I have observed that I do good when I write but unfortunately it does no good to my studies.So,that's why you don't read alot coming from me.

Well,my today's blog is about what it feels to love!

I see that my blog is gradually improving and I finally managed to get some audience!And I couldn't be more happier about your feedback's!And 'Gina' thank you for reading and appreciating my blog!And all the 'Anonymous' I love you too and I know some of you are my friends.I really appreciate that!And thank you for still voting on my story people.It really means alot.And the other part to that story is coming on Sunday!So here's the update!

Well,moving on today's general and lovey blog.I'd like to talk about love and what I did today!I just watched  'The Silver Linings Playbook' and all those who haven't watched it,I'll recommend it to them.I totally loved the movie.I could relate to 'love' in it and I personally found those expressions un-comprehensive.But,those words felt good to hear and were a source of solace.And while watching that movie 'Jennifer Lawrence' just earned a fan.I have also started watching 'How I Met Your Mother' for the first time.Yes,the first time.And,you might think now that where is he from?!But,I somehow started it watching now and I reached to Season 6 and I just heard that Season 9 is the 'Finale' and we'll finally get to know the 'MOTHER'.I am as excited as you are.And,well season 6 is pretty emotional-

I love talking about love,but I really don't know that whether I love,LOVE or I don't love,LOVE.I'm going to talk about two people who made fashion together!They discovered love.The boy knew what the girl wanted and the girl felt attached to a big supportive machine!The girl knew what the boy wanted and the boy felt always needed.And they first met...

When they first met...
'Hi'-'Hey'
She smiled-He smiled-they exchanged their names!

..and then it never continued again,until one day...
'U' and 'S'-the coach called out their names and they moved to the centre of the stage to perform.
-the song played-but they never wanted the song!
'U' was lying on 'S' and 'S' lying on the floor-their performance started...
they felt earth and force the very first time,that day
*U* rose like an Ice-Queen from the *S's* body and 'S' stood up and looked at her like...
they danced like professionals,but they knew they were not the best and they knew they might be not selected and they connected...
Suddenly,the voices in their head vanished and their body's moved as Newton's 3rd Law of Motion.
*U's* body exerted force on *S's* body and *S's* body exerted the equal amount of force on the opposite direction of *U's* body!

I know,I am confusing you but just go with it and don't skip a word,you never know they might seep into the paper and never appear!

At first they couldn't keep their hands off each other,but then they layed back to back.Nobody could comprehend any of their move but they still could realise all of it-

-the song being played was by Emeli Sande,but honestly there was silence only...
-things weren't going the way they though but 'U' still took that leap of faith and ran towards 'S' like a jaguar and rolled are slender wrists around his neck and hold on to it while are legs still in the air and she never planned to touch the floor,until...

Just ask yourself-what you wanna ask?Don't think about the consequences!

...they looked in each others eyes and in that blink of an eye they became 'US' from 'U' and 'S'
but then 'U' fall and touched the earth again but this time it wasn't the same-she was alone on the ground and they turned into 'U' and 'S'.

Here,I end this story-I could have written more or explained what I have written more efficiently,But,I decide to end it like this-Because I know you are a better 'decider' for yourself!

Decide,that whether it was desperation or the urge of being with some one to not fall alone or was it really love that nobody could understand but knew that it was there?
That is all I can come up with-if you have anything to add-Be My Guest and DECIDE! :)
Do share your views and I know you give me feedback about my posts but also give feedback to those illustrations I make and Please share it with your friends :)

DECIDE!

EX-O-EX-O!

'THE LAST EXCUSE THAT I'LL CLAIM, I WAS A BOY WHO LOVED A WOMAN LIKE A LITTLE GIRL.'

'Oh!It's not you its me'
'It's too much,too soon'

'I don't want to get married now'

'I am not the one.'

'You deserve better.'

'Sorry'

'I love you,but...'

'I hate to say this,but...'

'We are not perfect for each other.'

And there are a million more lines just like these to end 'it' up. It's funny how, once upon a time awesome feeling used to be a relationship later turns into 'it'.

All of us have been experimented and all of us have experimented. And in today's world its like brushing teeth. And some weird people don't brush their teeth everyday and we all know what does that mean-they'll never get a girl or a boy-or I should say man.So testing your desires on living people is a part of daily life in today's world.

At first, I have to introduce you to 'Today's World' before moving on with my blog.
I feel this sudden urge to expose the theory of the world. The definition of being a 'man' has changed and so of being a 'woman'. Once upon a time 'A Forty-Year Old Virgin' wasn't acceptable,but now 'A TEN-year old virgin' ain't acceptable.A man is known by the number of women he has been with and a woman is known by how 'appealing' she is.Now, I know some of you won't agree with me.It is because you might be in a relationship right now or you're Happily Married, your woman or man is AWESOME or your life has been full of fun or you are 'The Optimistic One'.Well, here's the scoop-life has never been a greeting card to everybody! We talk about 'animal-testing'-we say they are cute little creatures of God who can't fight for themselves, but what about 'HUMAN-testing' -Yes,humans-who are bunch of cowards who fight,fight for everything except them. I mean once upon a time a few mistakes ago people used to have these battles of glory and shine,which was so impractical-shine never remains the same-One day it does fade away. We are being deceived by our own race.Why ain't all humans equal.Why one makes a missile and others tolerate-Is it because?We have a king of humans-which is a human. NO.God is only our GOD so no other human holds any right of being better than you!I have never understood why you be in a relationship? When you know one day this ship is gonna sink and SINK bad.Now I know love is addictive,you always want more and put it inside you!But why 3-4-5-6-7 years or whatever years relationship will end up,but you still put on your life-saver and jump into the ocean and later figure out that you are not meant to be together while the water seeps out of the ocean. The less water,the more space in the ocean,and the more you understand.But Why?the million dollar question. Why? why do you have to realise this when almost whole of the marine life is dead and there is drought?Why do you have to realise this after you go through all this pain and misery? why do you do it,in the first place? 

TELL ME WHY OH WHY?DO YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF?

You're mentally and emotionally deranged.It wasn't for sex.But it was for your lipstick on his face and it was for letting you to correct her and turn her into a good girl.
'Awww,You guys are so in L.O.V.E.'
'OMG,you two get a room!seriously.'

I know it all sounds fascinating and its a treat to hear these words.BUT,don't forget he or she still left you and I know you're currently in a relationship but your ex's promised you the same things as your current did!I know why people fall in love-because its free of cost!Their soft trashy hearts jump out of their shirts and LOVE.(Goes for women and men)

Now, I tell you the real stuff MEN always think about and support and make their decision and love in the direction where their dick is pointing.Yes for some hot chick,they see-that is when they get awesome and their mind and whole body starts to work.And that is what they call 'Love at first sight'.And women,oh they-they have a heart bigger than burj-ul-khalifa-they get attracted to men faster than they change their clothes.It seems like they have never listened to that song 'We Are Never Getting Back Together by Taylor Swift'.I mean its not 'his' fault-ladies its your fault that you have a heart exposed to the entire earth.Ladies,seriously you really believe you want to be the mother of some *let me buy you a drink's* child.I am a man and I like to feel the feeling called love but I can't love you ladies,who have a loving problem.Now don't get offended I am not calling you a slut or anything.But I am telling you that before you judge me and pull out your check lists and see if I fit in your 'date-him' category-I judge you first.

I mean I know you are not hurt because you just had a break-up or you miss that person-its the BETRAYAL you were always avoiding.You always knew that the storm is coming but you prefered not to talk about it but keep on procrastinating instead.When you go through a break-up you are scared that the principles you spent your whole life in are shaken to its core.Everytime,you have a break-up you are proven wrong! So that is what you are really hurt about.But come on people-Nicholas Sparks ain't writing you up-so don't build your life on any romantic novels or movies!

So the main purpose of my blog is not to aware you to not to love.But to make you understand that is you relationship worth it? And is it that strong that even a hurricane won't turn it upside down? I mean Titanic claimed that it won't sink but it sinked in the middle of nowhere! Is your relationship like June & Johnny Cash or Ben &  Jennifer Garner?

I know you all know the answer to these questions,but you still will experiment on others!I want to tell you that shake your 'Ex-Boxes'.I know we all are shameless creatures and will keep on ex-perimenting but we all owe a better explaination to our ex's.And people always let others justify themselves!

So call your ex's up and tell them the truth of why you actually broke up!Well,don't do that.BAD IDEA. He or she will eat you up.But promise yourself that next-time you'll break-up in an awesome way.And those who are in a relationship you too promise your self that when you break-up with your future-ex's you'll tell them the truth.Well,NO.You can't tell them the truth you can't tell them that this love thing looked all nice at first but now it stinks.I mean they'll plunge a knife in to your head. But tell them that 'We're through' or anything. But don't apologize-you never apologize-because you are not sorry-when you break-up,you think on it and choose the best for you and when you choose the best for you and not 'us' you figure out that you're not in LOVE...

Please share it with your friends,if you like it.PLEASE :)

BYE!

Rum.Love.Run!

"BE INSANE.NOT CRAZY!"

They never tell you & will never tell you which way is the restroom.And Ladies don't talk to strange men in a bar-you never know you come across a person like 'Barney Stinson' & you're so drunk that you fall in love with him + Women are not articles of trade,that they can be flattered anywhere!So to all women sign a petition against 'hitting on women'-you know what,men should be heavily fined-like $500 or something and the fine should be kept by the victim so she can buy a new 'Marc Jacobs' top or something!

I belong to the gender known as 'MALE',JSYK!

*I served army mam'*
*I am a cop*
...an architect,a chef,a news anchor,a musician...
...that after sometime they all seem blah blah to you-they are blah blah,getting paid for blah blah and super bleh in Charming or in BED!(whatever counts).

They give you ant-size little clues and hints and make you dinosaur size suspicious,but they never really tell you which way is the Exit Door!Long Story SHORT-You are on your own,Never fall in love because everything that falls eventually breaks!Puppy Love or Hot Passionate Love or any blah blah love is going to show you a big 'SUCK IT' poster!And no there is no board hanging on you saying 'CHEAT ON ME' but yes a board saying 'SCREWED'-its your call to turn that into 'SCREW YOU'.

My BROTHERS ain't going to be happy with this post!I just messed with the Bro-Code.But yes I am Insanely Insane,I do go bonkers!

Ladies,once upon a time a few procedures ago you were all 'lovey-dovey' but from now on you are gonna be uptight and not gonna watch 'Dirty Dancing' and eat chocolate icecream and drink a whole bottle of wine with a pipe!NO.Go out and be you and experience single,because honestly there is no such thing like 'Mama!He's the best man I've ever seen',so yeah!

They will never tell you that We Are Never Getting Back Together,like ever!huh!But Ladies go get some tequila and still fall in love with men and break them! I mean there is a war going outside,people are getting killed,where is your RUM or whatever you like except Martini-Men no longer man-up to get a bullet but just to talk to you and get your number!Don't hurt their emotion atleast listen to those words he just made up from his 'pervy-little dictionary' and got them polished!

Okay I am getting a Wrap-Up from my clock-I have promises to fulfil.So I am gonna finish it right here!

Ladies,I don't say don't fall in love-I say just love and Stop in the name of Lord and loose it in sweet music.You don't find love in eyes or etc.But you find it in a cheap bottle of wine and walking on the footpath looking at a Mercedes or even stepping on the sand castles in the sand and just misbehaving!Love ain't a storm-it doesn't support you in rich and poverty or thick and thin but only and only supports your imagination.It just makes you believe that there is a Wonderland but you are not the key to that world but your heart is & I heard Wonderland has a policy.If you want to enter into the Wonderland you must carry someone else's heart but not yours!And those who fake to just have a glance at the wonderland,then the wonderlands takes them to 'POOPLAND',So the moral is that you don't mess with the WONDERLAND.Just Love and Rum and Run!Love ain't complicated!
The next sentence you are going to read totally explains the kind of person I am & what love has been for me."I am insane,you're crazy,I know we'll make crazy together!" And yes all Men & Women are stupid and crazy.Men are crazy that why women are so stupid and Women go crazy that why men are stupid?
Aaand Please Comment and share your views or stories about love!And share it with your friends too! :)

TODDLES!

...the diva is High-Principled!

"BLURRING THE LINES BETWEEN REAL AND FAKE.DARK & LONELY,I NEED SOMEBODY TO HOLD ME."
Today,I came on to a conclusion while finishing my McDonald's 'Happy Meal',that-Fashion is not maths or some other hideous subject-which could be understood by concentrating on it.FASHION!It just happens.The air you inhale and exhale is fashion or when you listen to Carly Rae Jepsen's 'Call Me Maybe' and start doing your signature move and later realize:"GOD I was so lame" or when you are pissed off working all day long and sweat is stinging on your lips.That is FASHION.You are FASHION.

The McDonald's guy gave me a superman,in my happy meal,JSYK.

Now,I made this homemade butter cookie-YESTERDAY!I believe,now all of you are aware of what my blogs are about and how I call my fashion illustrations-my homemade productions!When I first made this,I had something completely different on my mind but some how that 'Superman' in my 'Happy Meal' changed everything.I know that you guys might be thinking that 'THIS GUY IS DRUNK-HE HAS NO IDEA,WHAT HE IS WRITING'-well,yes you are right-even I think like that about myself and then 'pretend' to be 'all-drunk'!Because,that's how I am fashioned by my FASHIONER.
To all of you,who believe in LORDY and to all who believe only in themselves!Today,I'll be telling you about my imaginary friend-Felilah...

I found this picture on "pinterest" and I really have no clue,who pinned it or who is that girl or who clicked it?So,to the real founder of this picture,I'd like to say:"You are one Amaze-Balls creature,this picture is how I think my imaginary friend is.So,you saved my imaginary friend.You gave a face to her!My golden heart thanks you"

Well,moving further-the lady who is Felilah,is high-principled.She's perfect.She knows how much to smile or how to slightly tilt her face or how to show her hair on camera.She is always like this 'head-strong'-she doesn't believe in showing and never seems to loose it- I like her,but then it's her four-chambered heart,where baby leaves are sprouting and she turns into a 'hot-mess'.

HOT-MESS ALERT!My 'Superman' exploded!That unknown face yet too familiar-was right beside me,stirring.

Relax,It's Felilah,that was the first time I saw her!So,she killed my toy and my meal wasn't finished yet and I had to talk to some one."Do you really think I am real?" she said.The cooler version of me replied "If you take off your hideous sun-glasses at night time,I might think you are real or else you are from 'Pluto'-which is not a planet anymore!

Well,So I couldn't see her whole face and you can see Felilah-in my illustration.The one-not made by me shows that the proportions of the photo and that slim-straight and lined clothes and the way she is posing and her hands hanging down exactly on that angle shows How awesome Felilah and that photo is?But,just have a look at my illustration-I mean even if you play that game called 'Spot The Difference'-you can completely state all the differences!SPEAKS FOR ITSELF.They both are different-I mean Felilah is screaming in red and green that "Baby,She's Not Me".

Now,the main business behind me writing this blog was to tell you that-both the illustrations are pole a part!I convinced myself that Felilah is the one in the real photo.I convinced myself that all high-principled ladies are alike!But than,the death of my 'Superman' made me realize that Fashion is not 'science or maths' that you think there is only one possible,justified answer to-There are thousand justified answers to FASHION,to YOU,to US.The way I write is Fashion and the way you people interpret my blog in different ways is also FASHION!
Don't THINK and Don't DO IT but just Feel It...and everything will fall into its right place.
BE FASHION.Don't CHANGE to be FASHION.Because that smell of your perfumed mansion-size hearts is over-powering!And,I'll tell you the rest of the chat between me and Felilah,some other day!
And please share it with your friends,and your views are extremely important! :)

au revoir!

    

to FRUSTRATION!

“YOU'RE FRUSTRATED BECAUSE YOU KEEP WAITING FOR THE BLOOMING OF FLOWERS OF WHICH YOU HAVE YET TO SOW THE SEEDS”

Its been days,that I haven't blogged or even wrote a single word.I had too much going on from last few days.But the question remains that,how can I respire without even writing?Even I am finding it hard to answer!In my previous blogs I wrote about 'moving-on' and 'procrastinating' and 'pretending'.But,today I'll be talking about 'frustration'.Yes,frustration-which makes you do cray-cray stuff & which is caused by 'the emotional assault' by people!In my brand new illustration,I used flustered tone of colours!They are bright & colourful but dull at the same time,too.The original classic illustration is captured by Mario Testino for the "Living Vogue Lady" Kate Moss in Miu Miu. I like it,how Kate looks attentive and focused.She is the ultimate example of "WOMEN ON THE GO" -she goes to work every day and is still probably working at a nine to five pace!I wonder how bad it tastes!She is 'frustrated'-Oh yes,the 'f' word is written all over her face.She is frustrated because she is pressurised with deadlines,she is afraid of being down-sized.So she wake's up every morning, with a big smile on her face and be up-tight and never recites her emotions out of her skull.However,my very own homemade apple production(i.e. my illustration on the right) I used colours but made them look arid!I traced out the original illustration and made an identical twin with the help of a stencil.The paper on which I created this blend of a lady is 26 years old.Yes,26!I found it hidden under a Indian ethnic metal box,which belonged to my mother!And I also made the paper look old with a vintage stamp!Well,that was the tale of construction  of my homemade apple production!Now,lets talk about the 'obscura'-of how I managed to experiment a emotion called 'frustration' in my illustration!Well,the tale continues and you can see that the outline is clearly visible of the figure and I used a dark highlighter pencil to do that so.But its 'light and hollow' from the inside!The two colors and the reason behind making two of them was to show you the clarity of 'frustration'.She has another side to herself-which is unexplored and untouched.She herself doesn't know, that she has another side to herself.She is always frustrated and just thinks of herself in another color because she doesn't know what she is other than the frustrated women!Which shows she believes that somewhere in her mind she is not shallow or frustrated but just the one she believes she is.So,I'd like end my blog right here & tell you that I have no solutions for your 'frustration' or anything but I'd like to tell you that believe in yourself and you'll find an 'un-frustrated' side to yourself.But I can recommend you some solution by my illustration that,if you're at the end of your rope...then untie the knot in your heart! And LIVE!
So Share your views and please share it with your friends & 'Frustrate' the 'Frustration' to not 'Frustrate' yourself! :)

Toddles!

They Pretend!

"I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING,TIRED OF ACTING LIKE EVERYTHING'S OKAY,TIRED OF NOT BEING WITH HIM..."

I was not a 'pretender' today!I talk to so many people,everyday-but,somehow that's not me they are talking to but me.I understand that this expression is confusing,but then my life is full of chaos & piss too.I have always 'wanted' to satisfy people with my behaviour and ended up ignoring what I have always 'needed'!I was arguing with a friend of mine today about 'who gets affected more?'-Yes,I know what you are thinking-we were having a 'Affect-Off',as you might call it that way!She blamed me for being 'egoistic','self-absorbing' and 'mean'-somehow,she meant I am the devil's disciple,at least that's how I see it!Her allegation's did not affected me nor,I was offended by any of those words-Don't both my thoughts mean the same.Weird!However,does it mean that I have no shame?-Well,I still seem confused about this one question.

I was perfectly 'calm',but for some completely weird reason I shouted and fought courageously for the frugal blames plunged into my soul with a silver spoon!
Yeah,who doesn't like some drama as pleasure?!I confess,I am a hedonist,so yeah!

I continued safe-guarding my jeopardised image and at one point I wanted to sing 'Hit Me With Your Best Shot By Pat Benatar'.Later,she said;'I am superficial'-Oh yes she said that 's' word! But,I had to remember that I won't fight like a 'bitch' and jump on her and bite off her liver or something!
So,I said;'Hah!Spurious claims!Yeah,that's what they are.'-this is what I said just like a boss.
In addition,I continued like a boss;'I am what I am,I like the way I misbehave'.I paused for effect.'I know I get dysfunctional at times,but that's what I need!And,oh yes i know I have *P.R.E.C.O.C.I.O.U.S.* written all over me'.

Afterwards,she apologised of what had happened and was extremely sorry.So,I forgot that she called me 'egoistic' and I also forgot she said the 's' word to me and I forgave her!
Nah!None of that happened.She never apologised and we had to talk to each other since she was suppose to help me with my assignment on 'Malaria'.Later,when I got some free time to myself-I couldn't let my mind avoid this argument between us!Because,I believe-the stuff I said just for the sake of saying-I actually meant it,all of it!I was me for once and that was the first time I,myself even realised that it was me!I understood the fact that all of us somehow pretend to be pretending and ignore 'things' but somewhere,deep down in our golden heart,we do feel ugly and embarrassed for those 'things'.I just said all of the stuff I really meant in a extremely dramatic way,because that 'drama' was the pretending part!This time,it was me who needed the 'Move-ON' factor to stop pretending and be me and I learnt that 'I am me and that's all I can be'.

The illustration I made today is once again inspired by my day!The original picture is from my favourite magazine, 'Vogue',from 2007 September issue.Grace Coddington looks fabulous and this 'Jump Shot',as they call it-is one of my favourite vogue shot!The way she makes the camera crew jump shows how she is ready to leave the ground and be herself while pretending to be a cover model!So my illustration is a bit experi-mental.My illustration is my interpretation of the original photo.My illustration is tearing up at the seams!It's in red and its basically 'fashion obscura'- I experimented my feelings on a photo,that is what all my illustration are about.These photos are my journal or personal diary or whatever you like to call it!I'll wrap this up now and just say that my today's illustrations somehow,is telling you that;'I know I have issues,but you are pretty messed up too!'

So,the world is full of pretenders and thinkers!So,Nobody can judge and we all are equally being ourselves!Pretending is a stubborn mistress!

I hope you like it and share your views and share it with your friends! :)

Bye!

Miss 'I Can't Stop'!

"GIRLS YOU'VE GOTTA KNOW WHEN IT'S TIME TO TURN THE PAGE."
I was chatting with a friend at 1 am in the morning on "facebook" and were somewhat, justifying each other the truth about what kind of people we are!I liked the nonchalant and intrepid longevity of our chat.We went on and let the 'words' do their job.It's funny how those words just went on building a picture of someone you've never met,word by word. Never under-estimate the power of opulent words!

This new illustration I made today,is a bit hard to substantiate and a bit 'up' there too.I like blue and I think this colour just rips your heart out!

We went on telling our stories over "facebook"-exposing the truth about ourselves to a complete stranger.I have never met this person and I don't even know what's her favourite guilty pleasure song,but I still convinced myself to make a fool out of myself in front of a complete stranger.But I repeat:Never under-estimate the power of opulent words!

I think my new illustration is kinda 'aggy' and reminds me of 'Girl on Fire By Alicia Keys'.I love the way the details of her hair exposes her inner-beauty and the way she lets them 'GO'.

Afterwards,she mentions that I inspire her to 'keep going on'.I was surprised & she doesn't know that but she did helped me forget my pain and helped me to stay strong and just keep moving on!Later,I realised that everybody deserve the 'Move-ON' factor in their life and deserve respect.So to all those people reading my blog,if someone treats you with respect than don't be surprised,because you should expect it! 

This illustration I made today,I believe it says "I am Fashion"all the way.Its those heels.Here heels are her armour,she just puts on her 'high-heels' and jumps into the battlefield,EVERYDAY.Because,she is 'fashion'-and that poor thing (fashion) changes everyday!

We were done sharing our stories and our conversation was followed by some 'time-consuming' replies and 'smiley's'. So,we decided to call it a day.I went to bed and couldn't sleep.I was still thinking about the conversation I had.I was in such a deep thought that I forgot I have 'insomnia'.Then,I got off my bed,washed my face and turned on my laptop...

I made this 'illustration',just after turning my laptop on.That conversation was still in my head,while illustrating!Thus,I made this to tell you to keep going on and never stop!You could see some scratches in the photo too-I believe they show 'no matter what happens,you cannot let small scratches get to you'.I know its hard to act hard,I know its not the 'sticks & stones' that hurt but the words,I know sometimes its difficult to move on-But just look at my illustration and see for yourself,this girl is ready to turn the next page,she won't let herself get hurt and she ain't going to let those miseries stop pulling a great face and a style statement.

Its a Brand New Day.EVERYDAY.Don't let people get to you-because they will all die!
And If you like my 'Move-ON' factor-do share your views and tell your friends to read my blog and 'Be the Fashion' :)

Going!