Flashback's A You-Know-What!

StephaneRolland

#HauteCoutureSpring12

And,I am officially,two fashion weeks and a year,late!Yes,you got that right!

Hey,readers and before I go on and on,I am so thanking you for the love and support,you've given!It hasn't been a month,that my blog page has been introduced on facebook and I've got so many likes from different places and countries,where I've never been to.And the most amazing part is,to come across such people and people who actually enjoy my blog-I love you all,you guys are the best!Like Really You Guys Are!
Well,If you've been on my page,you'd know that "The Fashion Obscura" is soon releasing their magazine on web-and if you all would like to contribute anything,like anything,you can send it to me-And everything get's published,for the first issue,if you are an aspiring photographer,writer or whatever,this is like a great way to show,how awesome your work is to the world and get a pretty solid feedback from experts and all.So do contribute and send in your work,right away!

Well,now I'll move on to my today's post!I love Rolland,he did great last year,and he actually understood,what women want? He played with colors like,Black,White,Green and my favorite Orange!From Drama,Playful Colors and Simplicity-Women wanted to wear 'em all.Just like stars don't loose their luster,his collection din't loose it either.I have posted his collection,here-enjoy and tell me what you think?!

NOTE: They've been manipulated, to an extent for clear visibility of the details of each dress.

Hope,You all liked it,as I did and there is one more look,Blog TFO's favorite look,which will be posted on our facebook page,which is,Blog TFO

So don't forget to check out that last and our favorite look!

Beautiful Chaos!

Beautiful Chaos: Women As High As Black&White

Wow or Luxe,this is today's guide to style!

Hey,you amazing piece of nicely wrapped with gorgeous smell-Oh,Readers I missed,you so much!I know I haven't written in months and all,well I was stuck with studies but finally,I have summer's,which I am planning to spend with you guys! This is my first piece on women,and I hope you like it!

Well,for what you should be rocking today(precisely) is the color,that's half black,half white and full of your inner awesome!These are a few of what I have picked for you,that I believe you should wear today and I hope you enjoy wearing these and like 'em!

That's it for today,but I'll be back soon and YES,there is truth the rumor,that now my blog is on facebook by the name of "Blog TFO"-so go ahead and like it,and share it with your friends,well y'all know how mean we all become,when we beg everyone we know,asking them to "Like & Share.PLEASE."-oh and we also make a over-the-top smiley to get more love and show that we're friendly.Well,I'm exactly going through that phase,so yeah-LOL.And go Like now.

If you want to know any detail's about any of the following "items" and for more on "Black & White" edition, Go To: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Blog-TFO/131524300343729
And I haven't uploaded any information about these items on my fb page,yet but you should check the facebook page tomorrow!I'll try to upload the information of all these items as soon as I can!
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SHIRTS:Well,Black and white-wear it like a rockstar,I hope you'd find at least one of 'em,that is definitely meant for the occasion! 

PANTS,SKIRTS & SHORTS:Wear these and they'll add subtle sophistication in your wardrobe!

DRESSES:Celebrate the power of "Style".

...and last but definitely not the least,Accessories!Never forget,they help you make an unforgettable impression!

And,this was my first style guide for women,I hope y'all like it,for more check my facebook page,tomorrow!

                               

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'AUDREY & FRED!-YES,AND ANOTHER JUMP-SHOT ON MY BLOG.'

They Both were awesome and were style icons and darn,they were such influential people in that age.Now,I love Audrey,but I decided not to bother you with every detail of Audrey today!

My Today's blog is gonna be precise and it's another tip to focus on your style and fashion!
I highly recommend you to be crazy and just loose it...
I mean imagine your face in those clothes or what if it isn't Audrey but Helen Hunt or what if it isn't Fred but Daniel Day Lewis-

Now,a friend of mine asked;'Your blog is not about fashion but women lifestyle,right?' And I honestly had no idea how to answer that + I was sleepy that day!So I dint answered-
But here it is,my blog will be about fashion and style i.e. clothes and etc, but for now I am giving you tips for your wardrobe and by what factors you choose your clothes.I mean shoes doesn't describe your taste,nor the clothes but your awesomeness do-My blog is to let you focus on how to co-exist with your character and fashion together?!

I hope I am clear enough and I hope you keep reading my blog and I do apologise for not getting back to you with my story!And my first style guide will be soon posted on my blog!And do comment and recommend what you will like to read from me in my further blogs!
And do share your views and share it with your friends. :)

STAY BLESSED!

EX-O-EX-O!

'THE LAST EXCUSE THAT I'LL CLAIM, I WAS A BOY WHO LOVED A WOMAN LIKE A LITTLE GIRL.'

'Oh!It's not you its me'
'It's too much,too soon'

'I don't want to get married now'

'I am not the one.'

'You deserve better.'

'Sorry'

'I love you,but...'

'I hate to say this,but...'

'We are not perfect for each other.'

And there are a million more lines just like these to end 'it' up. It's funny how, once upon a time awesome feeling used to be a relationship later turns into 'it'.

All of us have been experimented and all of us have experimented. And in today's world its like brushing teeth. And some weird people don't brush their teeth everyday and we all know what does that mean-they'll never get a girl or a boy-or I should say man.So testing your desires on living people is a part of daily life in today's world.

At first, I have to introduce you to 'Today's World' before moving on with my blog.
I feel this sudden urge to expose the theory of the world. The definition of being a 'man' has changed and so of being a 'woman'. Once upon a time 'A Forty-Year Old Virgin' wasn't acceptable,but now 'A TEN-year old virgin' ain't acceptable.A man is known by the number of women he has been with and a woman is known by how 'appealing' she is.Now, I know some of you won't agree with me.It is because you might be in a relationship right now or you're Happily Married, your woman or man is AWESOME or your life has been full of fun or you are 'The Optimistic One'.Well, here's the scoop-life has never been a greeting card to everybody! We talk about 'animal-testing'-we say they are cute little creatures of God who can't fight for themselves, but what about 'HUMAN-testing' -Yes,humans-who are bunch of cowards who fight,fight for everything except them. I mean once upon a time a few mistakes ago people used to have these battles of glory and shine,which was so impractical-shine never remains the same-One day it does fade away. We are being deceived by our own race.Why ain't all humans equal.Why one makes a missile and others tolerate-Is it because?We have a king of humans-which is a human. NO.God is only our GOD so no other human holds any right of being better than you!I have never understood why you be in a relationship? When you know one day this ship is gonna sink and SINK bad.Now I know love is addictive,you always want more and put it inside you!But why 3-4-5-6-7 years or whatever years relationship will end up,but you still put on your life-saver and jump into the ocean and later figure out that you are not meant to be together while the water seeps out of the ocean. The less water,the more space in the ocean,and the more you understand.But Why?the million dollar question. Why? why do you have to realise this when almost whole of the marine life is dead and there is drought?Why do you have to realise this after you go through all this pain and misery? why do you do it,in the first place? 

TELL ME WHY OH WHY?DO YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF?

You're mentally and emotionally deranged.It wasn't for sex.But it was for your lipstick on his face and it was for letting you to correct her and turn her into a good girl.
'Awww,You guys are so in L.O.V.E.'
'OMG,you two get a room!seriously.'

I know it all sounds fascinating and its a treat to hear these words.BUT,don't forget he or she still left you and I know you're currently in a relationship but your ex's promised you the same things as your current did!I know why people fall in love-because its free of cost!Their soft trashy hearts jump out of their shirts and LOVE.(Goes for women and men)

Now, I tell you the real stuff MEN always think about and support and make their decision and love in the direction where their dick is pointing.Yes for some hot chick,they see-that is when they get awesome and their mind and whole body starts to work.And that is what they call 'Love at first sight'.And women,oh they-they have a heart bigger than burj-ul-khalifa-they get attracted to men faster than they change their clothes.It seems like they have never listened to that song 'We Are Never Getting Back Together by Taylor Swift'.I mean its not 'his' fault-ladies its your fault that you have a heart exposed to the entire earth.Ladies,seriously you really believe you want to be the mother of some *let me buy you a drink's* child.I am a man and I like to feel the feeling called love but I can't love you ladies,who have a loving problem.Now don't get offended I am not calling you a slut or anything.But I am telling you that before you judge me and pull out your check lists and see if I fit in your 'date-him' category-I judge you first.

I mean I know you are not hurt because you just had a break-up or you miss that person-its the BETRAYAL you were always avoiding.You always knew that the storm is coming but you prefered not to talk about it but keep on procrastinating instead.When you go through a break-up you are scared that the principles you spent your whole life in are shaken to its core.Everytime,you have a break-up you are proven wrong! So that is what you are really hurt about.But come on people-Nicholas Sparks ain't writing you up-so don't build your life on any romantic novels or movies!

So the main purpose of my blog is not to aware you to not to love.But to make you understand that is you relationship worth it? And is it that strong that even a hurricane won't turn it upside down? I mean Titanic claimed that it won't sink but it sinked in the middle of nowhere! Is your relationship like June & Johnny Cash or Ben &  Jennifer Garner?

I know you all know the answer to these questions,but you still will experiment on others!I want to tell you that shake your 'Ex-Boxes'.I know we all are shameless creatures and will keep on ex-perimenting but we all owe a better explaination to our ex's.And people always let others justify themselves!

So call your ex's up and tell them the truth of why you actually broke up!Well,don't do that.BAD IDEA. He or she will eat you up.But promise yourself that next-time you'll break-up in an awesome way.And those who are in a relationship you too promise your self that when you break-up with your future-ex's you'll tell them the truth.Well,NO.You can't tell them the truth you can't tell them that this love thing looked all nice at first but now it stinks.I mean they'll plunge a knife in to your head. But tell them that 'We're through' or anything. But don't apologize-you never apologize-because you are not sorry-when you break-up,you think on it and choose the best for you and when you choose the best for you and not 'us' you figure out that you're not in LOVE...

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BYE!

I'm Haunted!

I desire

I inspire

I admire

But you can't fly

But you don't dream

But you never understood

Her voice
Her smell
It all hits me back to the walls of insincerity
For all I have given

is pain and hurt

And Misery

And Cruelity

And Difficulty

'Ooooooooo'thats how you lived it!
Lived in the blues!

Remember when

When we jumped into
into the pool

trying to fool

'Oooooooo' wanting to be cool

Oh Why I feel

I think

that I realize

Oh I 

missing the kissing,

O Hi Oh Why

I am feelin' this

But you're a Player!

But you're a Deciever!

But you're the one who killed...

'Oooooooo' Meh

Oh Now

I know

That I feelin'

I hearin' you

Oh You

You takin' me there

You

With You

Oh You

Takin' me there

1,2,3,4

(Scream)

Now I now

Open my

eyes

and see your Paradise

What happened oh happened to you?

I see your Paradise

Now I know you'll rise 

I saw

that army of flies 

coming over here oh here

Now you flyin'

But you ain't leavin'

Oh leavin' me here

Oh I and flies,

We ain't together oh living

oh screaming oh NO...

You Can Do It,Babe!

LOVE!

Postcard by Queen...

'IN A MAGICAL KINGDOM,SHE LIVED & KILLED & RULED & LOVED!'
Well,before I start my today's blog I'd like to inform you people that I really appreciate you guys wanting me to continue my story. I know there are only seven people who voted but atleast there are '7'-Just Kidding! Well,some people told me that they are finding it difficult to 'vote' and texted me through facebook 'Ali I am having trouble opening your blog,but I want you to know that I'd vote yes'.So yeah this is atleast what they say! Well,I am really humbled because of such lovely readers who haven't even read my 'story' but are still voting! Well-I'd like to tell you that your votes mean alot to me and I hope you enjoy my story! In addition,there is one thing I'd like to tell you,my amazing readers-I really love your comments on my posts and comment more on my posts & don't you ever feel like I am an arrogant retard who doesn't reply back-Honestly,I like people thinking that I have 'attitude problem'. LOL-just kidding but Honestly I think *Thankyou's*-kinda get boring!So I try to avoid them! But if you really want to talk to me-My twitter account is available on my blog and so is my pinterest-so you can reach me over there and I am an extremmely chatty person-I Love Talking!Believe Me!
And my today's post is not about the story!SO DON'T MIX THIS UP WITH THE STORY!

Well,that was all and now I'll talk about my todays post-Oh woah-and where was I? Oh yea!
'IN A MAGICAL KINGDOM,SHE LIVED & KILLED & RULED & LOVED!'

My daughter loved!

My son defeated!

My husband ruled!

My men survived!

And I lived!

My daughter got raped!

My son died!

My husband dethroned!

My men bruised!

And I lived!

My daughter's love-that BASTARD!He worshipped marry-making!He owned the best women in the kingdom!He married my daughter and I said 'NO'-but my childish daughter and her father got them married!The very next night of their marriage-that Bastard raped my daughter and cuts of my child's breasts with an iron rod.I hear the voice of that iron rod screeching-I wasn't there-but I hear my child's hysterical cries-I hear the sound of my child's flesh tearing!I feel my child-

I found her body hanging down that wide tree on the hill-I see her breasts down the hill near the sea.Now gay flowers rested upon her bosom.That BEAST,that BASTARD lied to my daughter-He played with her heart and plunged his man utensils into my childs soft and moisturised skin!

My child's mother!She couldn't keep her calm-Since her 'peace' was snatched from her and hanged by the tree!
She couldn't control her anger!She took an iron rod and walked with bare foot to the Beast's land,dragging the rod,all the way!-She found that Bastard pleasing his own body and she holded the rod in her both hands and cried a nasalised 'Aaaaaaaaaaahaaa' and she started hammering his most favorite body part-she continued hammering unless it didn't fall off and finally...

Her mother,wasn't satistfied.She kept on hitting and crying but eventually she stopped...

I want my child-my blood-I own the biggest kingdom of all planets-I want my child!

-Queen.

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#1.The girl with a 'V'

'I'M NOT A FILM ACTOR,I AM AN ACTRESS.BEING A FILM STAR IS SUCH A FALSE LIFE,LIVED FOR FAKE VALUES AND FOR PUBLICITY.'
Hello readers!My today's blog is about the story of their marriage.The story of 'Loom' & 'Vea'.The story of how they came across each other and how they protested for their innocence. Now I know,you can slightly judge what my blog is going to be about and you're like 'Oh!I know what this blog is about-Its about a showy married couple and all.I have seen so many movies about such stuff and its lame and repetitive and then you close my blog.' Well,I must say a picture does describe thousand words but I am sorry to disappoint you-my today's blog is not about what you're thinking!Before I further move on with my today's blog I'd like to add that my blog is a work of fiction!

Now,we start their story!

Vea,Oh she is a lady with BIG dreams and real expensive taste!She can do anything to make her image look good.She has no limits and she's so freaking potential worker.She is a career-oriented women.People call her 'too pretty' and I might add that there is no man who hasn't turned his head around and haven't had a proper look at her.Now her face isn't just a normal ordinary or 'yea!she's cool' kinda face-now you're sadly mistaken,she is VEA,she is the prettiest.The fact that makes her even more pretty is that she doesn't believe that she is actually that pretty.And when people oddly stir at her, with their mouth wide open and that a fly could enter their mouth-she gets this 'eew' sort of feeling but,she don't even look at them for once and never stumbles walking and she walks like Marilyn Monroe in Some Like It Hot did and guess what she loved the voice of her heels-she once said on The Graham Norton show '...oh that sound is uh-mazing,a perfect lullaby.You know Marilyn said that all ladies owe a lot to the person who invented heels.Well,I guess she was right!' She was awarded with the title of 'The Most Beautiful Women in the World' 4 times in her 6-year old career!
I know you're thinking 'My God,this will take long-this guy starts writing and never stops!And then you close my blog in your imagination.' Well,I must inform you-this time you are right.So,I suggest grab your Doritos because popcorn were so 2012 and then continue reading!

Luman Crosby,'Darn,he is a 'B-' but a hunk' said Michi.Oh wait,I can't introduce you to Luman before telling you absolutely every minor detail about Vea.Because Luman is nowhere in Vea's part of the story.On the contrary,Luman's story starts with Vea and ends with her!

Now,before Vea was famous and before she went on to fulfil her dream.I'd like to take you to her before 'The VEA' flashback!God,she had a dramatic life as a normal girl.Her dad is a well-known industrialist in Pakistan.He's got 'skyscraper-size' contacts round the globe.He went to Harvard and got his MBA degree and joined his dad's-friend's firm and soon became the manager.Vea's mother worked under her daughter's father and she always mentions that he is the best of all gentlemen and he's been kind to me not because I have a face but for my behaviour and he's been there with me when my shadow left me in those bright lights of the city.Vea's mother,a christian,beautiful blonde and Vea's father a Pakistani Muslim and not so good looking.It was unacceptable!It was more than two people getting married.The issue raised by Vea's mother's family was about Vea's dad belonging from Pakistan.They said:'Why you had to choose a guy from the peacefullest country of all?' and Vea's dad's family raised the issue of Vea's mother being a christian but, somehow he convinced his family and Vea's mother decided to leave her 'American Patriots' family.Well,Vea was born and raised in Karachi,Pakistan.Vea had 4 brothers and an elder sister!She was the youngest but the smartest amongst her siblings.She was 15,when she was in her first year of A-levels.She was a pretty known teenager in her city. Afterwards,she moved to another city Lahore-when she turned 14.She finished her school there and figured out what she wanted to do in her life.She had a big dream,theatre and singing lightened up her soul and all of it was visible in her crystal eyes! Unfortunately,her family did not wanted her to do so.Her dad and brothers were too protective regarding her.They did not wanted her to do anything.According to her,her family wanted her to turn 18 and get her married by his cousin. I'd like to tell you the other part of the story which is-She was loved and cared by all of her family.Her mother was her greatest inspiration.She said my mom made my life 'super easy' and she also said that 'My mom said this to me once that Never get bullied,never-when they call you freak or anything you feel that is inappropriate. Tell them to take it back and apologise and if they don't follow you,then do whatever you can do to make yourself feel right-even if you had to beat them,I promise I'll handle if you got suspended or expelled for hitting,because baby in this world sticks and stones don't hurt but words are always imprinted in your mind and haunt you in the best way.'She also reportedly said:'I once opened my lunch and I found a tiara and a wand in it-I mean like out of nowhere I just see them in  my lunch box-ahahaha-it was the best lunch ever'.So,you can realise the relationship between Vea and her mother.Surprisingly,Vea decided to leave her family and everything she had and left Pakistan at the age of 16.She finished her A-Levels in one year and got a scholarship to U.C.L.A. Vea a girl with BIG dreams of being a Broadway artist, record breaking singer,a fashion designer,a writer and a dancer and so much-just stepped into a world crowded with dreams.
She was in the battlefield,now.And there was no going back.

The original photo is taken by Kevin Tachman and my homemade rusty constructed illustration is a little treat for you and a question for you!How this picture holds some sort of importance in Vea's life!
Well,I'd like to remind you that I am writing this blog to tell you about her story of getting married!I'll wrap this up now and I'll get to the part of them getting married,soon.
Please give your feedback people and recommend should I continue this or not?And please share it with your friends! :)

To Be Continued!

...the diva is High-Principled!

"BLURRING THE LINES BETWEEN REAL AND FAKE.DARK & LONELY,I NEED SOMEBODY TO HOLD ME."
Today,I came on to a conclusion while finishing my McDonald's 'Happy Meal',that-Fashion is not maths or some other hideous subject-which could be understood by concentrating on it.FASHION!It just happens.The air you inhale and exhale is fashion or when you listen to Carly Rae Jepsen's 'Call Me Maybe' and start doing your signature move and later realize:"GOD I was so lame" or when you are pissed off working all day long and sweat is stinging on your lips.That is FASHION.You are FASHION.

The McDonald's guy gave me a superman,in my happy meal,JSYK.

Now,I made this homemade butter cookie-YESTERDAY!I believe,now all of you are aware of what my blogs are about and how I call my fashion illustrations-my homemade productions!When I first made this,I had something completely different on my mind but some how that 'Superman' in my 'Happy Meal' changed everything.I know that you guys might be thinking that 'THIS GUY IS DRUNK-HE HAS NO IDEA,WHAT HE IS WRITING'-well,yes you are right-even I think like that about myself and then 'pretend' to be 'all-drunk'!Because,that's how I am fashioned by my FASHIONER.
To all of you,who believe in LORDY and to all who believe only in themselves!Today,I'll be telling you about my imaginary friend-Felilah...

I found this picture on "pinterest" and I really have no clue,who pinned it or who is that girl or who clicked it?So,to the real founder of this picture,I'd like to say:"You are one Amaze-Balls creature,this picture is how I think my imaginary friend is.So,you saved my imaginary friend.You gave a face to her!My golden heart thanks you"

Well,moving further-the lady who is Felilah,is high-principled.She's perfect.She knows how much to smile or how to slightly tilt her face or how to show her hair on camera.She is always like this 'head-strong'-she doesn't believe in showing and never seems to loose it- I like her,but then it's her four-chambered heart,where baby leaves are sprouting and she turns into a 'hot-mess'.

HOT-MESS ALERT!My 'Superman' exploded!That unknown face yet too familiar-was right beside me,stirring.

Relax,It's Felilah,that was the first time I saw her!So,she killed my toy and my meal wasn't finished yet and I had to talk to some one."Do you really think I am real?" she said.The cooler version of me replied "If you take off your hideous sun-glasses at night time,I might think you are real or else you are from 'Pluto'-which is not a planet anymore!

Well,So I couldn't see her whole face and you can see Felilah-in my illustration.The one-not made by me shows that the proportions of the photo and that slim-straight and lined clothes and the way she is posing and her hands hanging down exactly on that angle shows How awesome Felilah and that photo is?But,just have a look at my illustration-I mean even if you play that game called 'Spot The Difference'-you can completely state all the differences!SPEAKS FOR ITSELF.They both are different-I mean Felilah is screaming in red and green that "Baby,She's Not Me".

Now,the main business behind me writing this blog was to tell you that-both the illustrations are pole a part!I convinced myself that Felilah is the one in the real photo.I convinced myself that all high-principled ladies are alike!But than,the death of my 'Superman' made me realize that Fashion is not 'science or maths' that you think there is only one possible,justified answer to-There are thousand justified answers to FASHION,to YOU,to US.The way I write is Fashion and the way you people interpret my blog in different ways is also FASHION!
Don't THINK and Don't DO IT but just Feel It...and everything will fall into its right place.
BE FASHION.Don't CHANGE to be FASHION.Because that smell of your perfumed mansion-size hearts is over-powering!And,I'll tell you the rest of the chat between me and Felilah,some other day!
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au revoir!

    

for the fashioned souls.SHINE!

I believe

I worship

I try

...try to conquer

conquer my fears

I sacrifice

I desire

I write

...write to respire

respire to live

live to shine...

Shine so bright,

that my head held high

my feet off the ground

showing the world

the light they asked for

shining so bright that they want more

and striving to shine the most 

that they never see my shine fade

they then look up the sky 

and throw a grenade

and I let my light diffuse into the exploded

Because I've loved and I've lost

Because I've loved and I've lost

My bruises and my blood

will encompass my legacy

these tiny explosions won't be remembered

so tell them who co-exist

sticks & stones won't hurt anymore...

My shine is my pride

my light will always shield you

when they refuse your worth

I will always be with you

Whether the Lord of Light

take all that is bright

Because I've loved and I've lost

Because I've loved and I've lost

Whether I am dethroned of my legacy

I'll be by your side

I'll be titanium

and when they again throw a grenade at me

and extract all my shine

and when you'll be long gone

I'll tell them that my religion is you

Then,I see you shine

and I see you in those lights

But...

I've loved and I've lost

I've loved and I've lost

Now,

I am a beast

I am dark

I make you shine 'bright' in dark

Because I've loved and I've lost

Because I've loved and I've lost

Post HAPPY NEW YEAR 

    SHINE&STAY BLESSED :)

to FRUSTRATION!

“YOU'RE FRUSTRATED BECAUSE YOU KEEP WAITING FOR THE BLOOMING OF FLOWERS OF WHICH YOU HAVE YET TO SOW THE SEEDS”

Its been days,that I haven't blogged or even wrote a single word.I had too much going on from last few days.But the question remains that,how can I respire without even writing?Even I am finding it hard to answer!In my previous blogs I wrote about 'moving-on' and 'procrastinating' and 'pretending'.But,today I'll be talking about 'frustration'.Yes,frustration-which makes you do cray-cray stuff & which is caused by 'the emotional assault' by people!In my brand new illustration,I used flustered tone of colours!They are bright & colourful but dull at the same time,too.The original classic illustration is captured by Mario Testino for the "Living Vogue Lady" Kate Moss in Miu Miu. I like it,how Kate looks attentive and focused.She is the ultimate example of "WOMEN ON THE GO" -she goes to work every day and is still probably working at a nine to five pace!I wonder how bad it tastes!She is 'frustrated'-Oh yes,the 'f' word is written all over her face.She is frustrated because she is pressurised with deadlines,she is afraid of being down-sized.So she wake's up every morning, with a big smile on her face and be up-tight and never recites her emotions out of her skull.However,my very own homemade apple production(i.e. my illustration on the right) I used colours but made them look arid!I traced out the original illustration and made an identical twin with the help of a stencil.The paper on which I created this blend of a lady is 26 years old.Yes,26!I found it hidden under a Indian ethnic metal box,which belonged to my mother!And I also made the paper look old with a vintage stamp!Well,that was the tale of construction  of my homemade apple production!Now,lets talk about the 'obscura'-of how I managed to experiment a emotion called 'frustration' in my illustration!Well,the tale continues and you can see that the outline is clearly visible of the figure and I used a dark highlighter pencil to do that so.But its 'light and hollow' from the inside!The two colors and the reason behind making two of them was to show you the clarity of 'frustration'.She has another side to herself-which is unexplored and untouched.She herself doesn't know, that she has another side to herself.She is always frustrated and just thinks of herself in another color because she doesn't know what she is other than the frustrated women!Which shows she believes that somewhere in her mind she is not shallow or frustrated but just the one she believes she is.So,I'd like end my blog right here & tell you that I have no solutions for your 'frustration' or anything but I'd like to tell you that believe in yourself and you'll find an 'un-frustrated' side to yourself.But I can recommend you some solution by my illustration that,if you're at the end of your rope...then untie the knot in your heart! And LIVE!
So Share your views and please share it with your friends & 'Frustrate' the 'Frustration' to not 'Frustrate' yourself! :)

Toddles!

They Pretend!

"I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING,TIRED OF ACTING LIKE EVERYTHING'S OKAY,TIRED OF NOT BEING WITH HIM..."

I was not a 'pretender' today!I talk to so many people,everyday-but,somehow that's not me they are talking to but me.I understand that this expression is confusing,but then my life is full of chaos & piss too.I have always 'wanted' to satisfy people with my behaviour and ended up ignoring what I have always 'needed'!I was arguing with a friend of mine today about 'who gets affected more?'-Yes,I know what you are thinking-we were having a 'Affect-Off',as you might call it that way!She blamed me for being 'egoistic','self-absorbing' and 'mean'-somehow,she meant I am the devil's disciple,at least that's how I see it!Her allegation's did not affected me nor,I was offended by any of those words-Don't both my thoughts mean the same.Weird!However,does it mean that I have no shame?-Well,I still seem confused about this one question.

I was perfectly 'calm',but for some completely weird reason I shouted and fought courageously for the frugal blames plunged into my soul with a silver spoon!
Yeah,who doesn't like some drama as pleasure?!I confess,I am a hedonist,so yeah!

I continued safe-guarding my jeopardised image and at one point I wanted to sing 'Hit Me With Your Best Shot By Pat Benatar'.Later,she said;'I am superficial'-Oh yes she said that 's' word! But,I had to remember that I won't fight like a 'bitch' and jump on her and bite off her liver or something!
So,I said;'Hah!Spurious claims!Yeah,that's what they are.'-this is what I said just like a boss.
In addition,I continued like a boss;'I am what I am,I like the way I misbehave'.I paused for effect.'I know I get dysfunctional at times,but that's what I need!And,oh yes i know I have *P.R.E.C.O.C.I.O.U.S.* written all over me'.

Afterwards,she apologised of what had happened and was extremely sorry.So,I forgot that she called me 'egoistic' and I also forgot she said the 's' word to me and I forgave her!
Nah!None of that happened.She never apologised and we had to talk to each other since she was suppose to help me with my assignment on 'Malaria'.Later,when I got some free time to myself-I couldn't let my mind avoid this argument between us!Because,I believe-the stuff I said just for the sake of saying-I actually meant it,all of it!I was me for once and that was the first time I,myself even realised that it was me!I understood the fact that all of us somehow pretend to be pretending and ignore 'things' but somewhere,deep down in our golden heart,we do feel ugly and embarrassed for those 'things'.I just said all of the stuff I really meant in a extremely dramatic way,because that 'drama' was the pretending part!This time,it was me who needed the 'Move-ON' factor to stop pretending and be me and I learnt that 'I am me and that's all I can be'.

The illustration I made today is once again inspired by my day!The original picture is from my favourite magazine, 'Vogue',from 2007 September issue.Grace Coddington looks fabulous and this 'Jump Shot',as they call it-is one of my favourite vogue shot!The way she makes the camera crew jump shows how she is ready to leave the ground and be herself while pretending to be a cover model!So my illustration is a bit experi-mental.My illustration is my interpretation of the original photo.My illustration is tearing up at the seams!It's in red and its basically 'fashion obscura'- I experimented my feelings on a photo,that is what all my illustration are about.These photos are my journal or personal diary or whatever you like to call it!I'll wrap this up now and just say that my today's illustrations somehow,is telling you that;'I know I have issues,but you are pretty messed up too!'

So,the world is full of pretenders and thinkers!So,Nobody can judge and we all are equally being ourselves!Pretending is a stubborn mistress!

I hope you like it and share your views and share it with your friends! :)

Bye!

Miss 'I Can't Stop'!

"GIRLS YOU'VE GOTTA KNOW WHEN IT'S TIME TO TURN THE PAGE."
I was chatting with a friend at 1 am in the morning on "facebook" and were somewhat, justifying each other the truth about what kind of people we are!I liked the nonchalant and intrepid longevity of our chat.We went on and let the 'words' do their job.It's funny how those words just went on building a picture of someone you've never met,word by word. Never under-estimate the power of opulent words!

This new illustration I made today,is a bit hard to substantiate and a bit 'up' there too.I like blue and I think this colour just rips your heart out!

We went on telling our stories over "facebook"-exposing the truth about ourselves to a complete stranger.I have never met this person and I don't even know what's her favourite guilty pleasure song,but I still convinced myself to make a fool out of myself in front of a complete stranger.But I repeat:Never under-estimate the power of opulent words!

I think my new illustration is kinda 'aggy' and reminds me of 'Girl on Fire By Alicia Keys'.I love the way the details of her hair exposes her inner-beauty and the way she lets them 'GO'.

Afterwards,she mentions that I inspire her to 'keep going on'.I was surprised & she doesn't know that but she did helped me forget my pain and helped me to stay strong and just keep moving on!Later,I realised that everybody deserve the 'Move-ON' factor in their life and deserve respect.So to all those people reading my blog,if someone treats you with respect than don't be surprised,because you should expect it! 

This illustration I made today,I believe it says "I am Fashion"all the way.Its those heels.Here heels are her armour,she just puts on her 'high-heels' and jumps into the battlefield,EVERYDAY.Because,she is 'fashion'-and that poor thing (fashion) changes everyday!

We were done sharing our stories and our conversation was followed by some 'time-consuming' replies and 'smiley's'. So,we decided to call it a day.I went to bed and couldn't sleep.I was still thinking about the conversation I had.I was in such a deep thought that I forgot I have 'insomnia'.Then,I got off my bed,washed my face and turned on my laptop...

I made this 'illustration',just after turning my laptop on.That conversation was still in my head,while illustrating!Thus,I made this to tell you to keep going on and never stop!You could see some scratches in the photo too-I believe they show 'no matter what happens,you cannot let small scratches get to you'.I know its hard to act hard,I know its not the 'sticks & stones' that hurt but the words,I know sometimes its difficult to move on-But just look at my illustration and see for yourself,this girl is ready to turn the next page,she won't let herself get hurt and she ain't going to let those miseries stop pulling a great face and a style statement.

Its a Brand New Day.EVERYDAY.Don't let people get to you-because they will all die!
And If you like my 'Move-ON' factor-do share your views and tell your friends to read my blog and 'Be the Fashion' :)

Going!

Procrastinate & Relax!

"WORK.DON'T THINK.RELAX!"

So,Today I made another illustration to get my mind off the 'work' and just 'don't think' about the deadlines and eat nutella spread on butter cookies and just 'relax'!The original picture and obviously the 'fantastic one',somehow delivers a theme which is according to me;"The shadow in red"."Pinterest".You must know this interesting and *yummy* site.I found this picture "pinned" on the site by some people with surely great aesthetics,as you could see.I do not have any idea that who clicked it,but as a photographer I really wish that I had clicked this one.The red veil is so florid and 'huge' and elegant and I must say made my heart beat like an 808 drum!However,the black,somewhere in dark blue-ish colour tone-sleeveless dress and so beautifully embroidered and the other details just make this whole picture 'super-fluous'.On the contrary,my illustration is so unlike the original.I tried to make my illustration look like a 'star-girl' *Phantasmagoria*-its could be considered as dreamlike sequence of events!As you know I love colors,so this time I made harmony with three colours unlike my last illustration which was in Blue!I always like to construct my illustration with 'ink' and that element is quite visible in this illustration too.I believe my illustration is quite 'editorial' and seems to connect with the everlasting and divine 'imagination'.I think I'd wrap it up now!And I'd just like to say once again Procrastinate & Relax! Because Its Worth It! ;)   And Please share your views on it.The mean a lot! :)                             

Toddles!

The Vintage Dior Illustrations

"AND ALSO PUT YOUR SKETCHES OF FASHION DRESSES ON A PAPER!"

The perfect Dior vintage illustration perfectly shows that Christian Dior 'knows' what women want? I loved this image and every time reminds me of the exhibition where those vintage 'parfums' & poster adverts were displayed in 2010.
However,my interpretation of John Galliano's work for Dior is a little 'retro-ish' & 'rough'-the ink made it seem rough,which is messy but at the same time it makes it look like New School.The fingerprint at the bottom right of my illustration makes it a little more interesting,i guess.I like it,how that print is at that specific place and how you can sense the colour schemes.Its Black & White,but then its Blue-Somehow,you just can't relate both the illustrations,its funny how colours change the whole perception of ones mind!The blue colour,however I added.in order to show you guys that this illustration isn't complete yet,I mean it is complete but it is not complete!What I really mean to say is that this colour tells you that there is so much 'more' to it,because the truth is that women themselves feel pretty confused of what they want? I mean its not 'love',which happens instantly,its Style!its about pulling a great face while wearing a 'head-turner' dress and looking 'extra-ordinary' and setting up a style statement!So I'd like to finish this up for now and just tell you to add every single element of your own choice to my illustration in order to make it look good on you and then rock your heels off & celebrate.BECAUSE YOU JUST GAVE A STYLE STATEMENT!
I'll be putting up some other photo manipulations of the same illustration with different colour schemes and elements,soon.Hope,you liked it and please I beg do share your views-it'd mean a lot to me! :)

The End